No, not right now.

There are parts of me that know exactly what I value and what I need in order to feel stable and respected in my life. I believe in honesty, accountability, and mutual respect. I believe relationships should feel supportive, not draining. I believe people should take responsibility for their behavior and care about the impact they have on the people around them.

But knowing those things and living in alignment with them are not always the same.

There have been many times where I stayed in situations longer than I should have. Times where I tolerated behavior that did not reflect the standards I hold for myself or for the people in my life. Not because I did not see it, but because I kept hoping things would improve, or that if I explained things clearly enough the other person would eventually understand.

When I look at my life honestly, I can see the gap between what I believe and what I have accepted.

That does not mean I do not know who I am. It means I am still learning how to live in a way that truly reflects it.